This morning standing in my kitchen doing last night's dishes-out of the blue-"Can I trust you, Lord?" Wherever did that come from?--my innermost feelings that are not even conscious, something I have denied for so long? I know the right answers--am I just hoping that what I have been taught and even experienced are true? I don't have the answers--maybe for too long I have just put one foot in front of the other and kept on going saying over and over to myself "I know this is what I am suppose to believe?"
Lord, I do not want just head knowledge--I want to know You and all You have for me. And guess what? I even write that with a little hesitation! The journey seems so long and the past how I wish I could change so many things--I think for the better! It has been so hard to listen and WAIT! That one word has been like an anchor around my neck that I have drug around for too long and yet "IT" keeps coming up in scripture, even out of the mouths of those around me. How can I yield completely to You? This is my question for today. Where will you show up? I know You will!
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